School life is coming to an end, thank God. Suffering for 10 years in school life has really paid of my life time. I feel a sense of affliction for not studying and putting my efforts in school. I wasted my entire life fooling around like a rebellious brat doing awful and sinful things that no one can ever thought of me doing. Nevertheless, the past is the past and like some people say, " Don't cry over spilled milk".

People might see me as one of the most daring or a 'knock chip off shoulder' guy in school. Doing things that are unimaginable for a 16 year old teenager could ever do. Also, rebelling against teachers and caught up in fights with friends and whatsoever. I'm glad that I'm not in that situation again. The old dauntless Farhan has finally be resurrected to a newly changed guy. I've finally know the true meaning of being a Muslim. Being Patient, Generous, Kind hearted, Forgiving, accept the fact and fate and finally differentiate what is right and what is wrong. I've finally know who I'm truly am right now.

Helping people has been my main values in my life. Giving them aid in times of agony has been the most beautiful thing a person can do in return for God's help to me. Now I realised that helping people is useless and its just a stab in the back after helping them. Now I see the true colours my friends do in my kind and generous help. Well, helping people has always been in my blood and I can't changed that and therefore I will never help my friends unless they really need me.

I really miss scouting a lot. Going for long and fatigue hiking under the blazing hot Sun, marching drills coordinated by our enraged leaders, pioneering with old poles and knotting was a way of life in scouting. The impregnable 10 will never be forgotten !. Our bond are too strong to be broken and the friendship and brotherhood of the stags will never be gone into oblivion. Venturing, hmmm... currently mute due to time constrains and exams but the council have planned numerous numbers of activities for us and I hope it'll be fun !

Affable Mantis, Zesty Seal, Singing Gorilla, Leaping Jackal, Cheery beagle and lastly Restless Orca- NA stags

Kuala Lumpur trip December !, can't wait.

Last but not least, my love for you. 4months++ we were attached and 7months++ we've known each other and I hope our love can last long . Every moments I have with you will never be forgotten as its the most sweetest moments I have in my life and even i can relate that in my dream .I don't want to say anything about what you have said to me but let me tell you this, I will never stop loving you my dear ! you have been the light in my dark tunnel, the saviour who has resurrected me and the love of my life. i know we have difficulties now and I wish you the best in your days to come. Your kind and pure love will never be forgotten or crashed out of my mind. I've tattooed your name across my heart and its impossible to get rid of. I love you Nadzirah and I'll be waiting for you. <3

take care blogger......