Every day
i wonder
whether I'm right for her
worthy of her
ready to accept her love
ready to dedicate my life to her
I kept thinking about the past
how I was left
alone
betrayed
being 'played'
but that's the past
let bygones be bygones
I don't want to differentiate her with others
she's better than others
exquisite for my eyes
the one for me
But sometimes
history may repeat itself
and lets hope it won't happen again
she's better than me
smarter than me
but I'm an average guy
Yes she keeps me going
gives me love I couldn't imagine
very closed to me
she's my love
my girlfriend
But
somehow
I feel that I'm not the guy for her
In a days time,it's 1 month
will it still go on
will it last long
or
.......................
All i want is a simple yet perfect relationship
but I'm the one not worthy to be simple


