BE PREPARE TO FACE THE FACT....

Currently on hiatus but i decided to blog....

I had a bad dream last night. Seriously,it was the most horrible dreams of my life and i hope i wouldn't come true. I dreamt about 16 december; 'N' level results, firstly i smiled at my form teacher and he smiled me back pleasently and then he gaved me an ITE letter, i thought it was a letter saying about joining ITE as an option but when i received my results, my heart just burst like a balloon, instead of going to sec 5 with an expected 15 or 16 points, I've got 24 points for my 'N' levels while the rest of my class got below 19. I was really flabbergasted. Tears kept dripping down from my vary eyes.Damn disappointing.

I hope this horrific dream won't come true

Secondly,as days goes by so does our love drifting apart. It's hard talking to her in school.I always wonder how is she copes with her life and also wondering about her love towards me. I do understand her lifestyle and i always love the way she lives it ,but i always kept thinking of her every minute every second. She's the first and the last for me and i don't want anything or anyone to ruin this youthful relationship.

Yesterday was the most magical day of my life with her so far,i've finally got a kiss from her;the first ever from someone other than my family and also the one who gave me a kiss was my very own girlfriend. Damn it was magic,chills starting to crawl up my spine after she kissed. I hope this will not be the last kiss from her..haha

well,thats all for now. Will update if i have the time and story to share.

arrivederci bloggers
ps; te amour zierah