going back to the way i am?.should i or should i not.well let me get this straight,if i go back to my bad life,i will risk my family,friends and my religion.but due to overwhelming decisions,i decided that after hari raya,i may go back to my bad life.drinking,smoking and other stuff that is bad.seriously,this is my way of overcoming my stress and fears of tomorrow.well hope no one is to stop me from doing this.people,if you really care about me,let me be this way.this is who i really am.face the fact.