why?!why?!.why i can't be left alone?why can't i be free from anyone.i wish i can just go to a the beach and sit there looking at the star.that's my form of freedom.to you,why can't you just move on with him?.he loves you and you love him,just go with.dont care if i'm jealous with you too together cause you cant do anything.you cant just be with me.your with him so i am forced to be with you as a friend.i can't say no or yes cause this is my reputation to be who i am.so please.don't break my heart again,just go with him.forget everything i done to you,forget the past,forget me.just remember the things i told you and advises i gaved you.thats my only wish.i want to be alone/single till i'm ready to love.i'm a good,caring,kind-hearted,loving,adorable and a peaceful guy who damn loves to help people in need of someone to talk,advises,funds and others.please don't ever break my heart,once you do,i cant help the people in need.if you cant move on,just keep quiet and wait till i'm ready to love.now my life is upside down,no one to talk too but i keep the pain in.soo please move on..